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[May. 23rd, 2005|04:26 pm] |
Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake |
You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many.
The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately.
You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss.
A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract. |
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[May. 17th, 2005|03:46 pm] |
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I'm going to get a tattoo. Soon. |
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| After one week of brain churning exams... |
[May. 14th, 2005|11:05 pm] |
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I ended my very hectic week yesterday with lunch in town and dinner with Hanyong and the rest of the gang. Rather sad that's there's some tension going on with Hanyong and Alex but there's nothing i can do about it. Guess its just a result of the very stressful week that the both of them had. It'll pass. I'm sure of it. 10 years of friendship won't go bust with just because of a couple of lame jokes cracked by one of them.
We were hanging out at bishan where we had dinner and after that headed to our usual chillout place (Dome), before we got really bored and decided to check out if there were any movies we could watch. I was with Felicia, Sharon and Calvin during the day and they caught the show "Amityville house of horror" after i left, which they gave very good reviews, so i suggested watching that.
We had more than an hour before the show started so we headed to a nearby playground to chill before it started. We were talking rubbish and singing to my mp3s and we totally forgot the time. We went into the theatre 15 mins late but i guess cos it was a new show, there were lots of adverts and we didn't miss anything.
The show was good. Never has an American horror flick freaked me out as much as this one had. I have a rather low tolerance for horror movies but American horror shows usually dun deliver the scare factor as well as Jap, Chinese and Korean horror does. I definitely didn't expect to be jumping in my seat (literally) and having to hide behind my sweater half the time. In fact, at the very end of the show, there was this final (what i would call) 5 cent scare (meaning a really cheap shot at scaring the audience) that really made me jump. I was so humiliated by my lack of self-control that i slided lower than the backrest of my seat to hide from the prople behind me.
You have to understand. I'm a very tall guy and even when seated, my presence is rather obvious to the people behind. Then i jump, i'm very sure that little reaction would be noticed my those directly behind me at the very least. Anyway, i was hiding in my seat for a very long time, refusing to leave until the people behind were gone. I finally sit myself upright when i saw that most of the people had left, only to find that, yes, almost all those behind me HAD left, leaving only the couple seated directly behind me.
Damn... they saw me and i'll be recgonised forever at Junction 8 as a loser who gets freaked out by 5 cent scares. I even told Hanyong that 我做男人做得很失败. Mostly because even Faith, the girl among us, wasn't freaked out at all. She was firmly in her seat throughout the show, and didn't budge, close her eyes, cover them, lean Alex who was beside her, or show any other signs that she was watching a horror movie. She jus sat there and watched, emotionless.
Well, the show ended and we took a walk to AMK central for supper. The whole evening was great. It was two months ago that i last met Faith and this whole reunion was just something i really needed. Through my ups and downs, through the trouble i face in my relationships or with my studies, the people that will always be there for me are my friends. These are the people i spent many days of my week with when i was single. They were the ones i spent my Saturday nights with, chilling at Explorer Zone in Bishan park, various coffeeshops in AMK, Dome in Bishan till the wee hours of the night. Yet after i got attached, and perhaps also because of my exams, i chose to put them aside for other things and other people. I feel bad and i will try my best to return to the good old days. |
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[May. 11th, 2005|08:45 pm] |
我是个Yes933的忠实听众。家里的收音机都以调准了93.3FM，就连车里的也一样。在温习功课时也是边听933 边读书。我最喜欢的节目就是每天八点正的<音乐日记>。这个节目对听华文广播的新加破朋友们一定不陌生。
我刚才收听了今天的音乐日记。学会了蛮有意思的几句话，觉得很想和大家分享。
"分手后不能做朋友
因为彼此伤害过。
分手后不能做敌人
因为彼此深爱过。
分手后，只能做最熟悉的陌生人。"
我今天才了解为什么分了手的人通常都不会再联络，或需要一段蛮长的时间才能再面对对方。 |
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| Another one down... |
[May. 11th, 2005|01:17 pm] |
Two down... 3 to go....
Today's paper was bad. I mean it wasn't good. So if it isn't good, it has to be bad right? The questions were rather tough and i skipped at least 3 of them. Obviously i wouldn't get full marks for everything else that i attempted, so itz bad.
Well, i don't have time to sulk over it, and in any case, i won't fail it, but i won't be getting anything more than a C or D. I really have to get down with the two other heavyweights. Econs and AF. I have to pass them to move on to Yr 2. Obviously passing is not a very big problem, but doing well is. I don't know how well i can perform for the next two papers, but i'm really going to give my ALL.
Econs and AF... here i come! |
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| One down.... |
[May. 10th, 2005|07:48 pm] |
One down... 4 more to go.
Today's paper went relatively well. Left a few blanks and i didn't have time to go back and write crap in the blanks, but those won't cost me too much marks so i'm not that concerned. A well done paper by my own standards (which are much lower than the average)
Tomorrow is my Maths paper. Maths is weird. It can be very difficult and it can be a very easy paper. Hopefully i will be able to do my paper tomorrow. I don't think i can do very well, and its really my fault. I haven't been putting in much effort in maths. Don't think i will sleep early tonight cos there's really a lot i need to cover before i can sleep peacefully.
After tomorrow, the rest of my papers will be hell. Maths and stats (the paper i took today) are half units each so they are relatively easy. The rest of the subjects i'm taking are full units and they won't be such a breeze. Econs on Thurday is said to be one of the toughest foundation units (first yr course) to be found. Will be working hard on it...
Oh well... got to get back to studies. =P |
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[May. 8th, 2005|09:32 pm] |
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Oh god oh god... 36 more hours to my first paper. Totally freaking out now.... Think i'm going to fail everything... i had 2 nervous breakdowns in the past week alone. Thank God i had Cris with me.
i'm not prepared for Stats on Tuesday. Not prepared for Maths on Wednesday (but that's not a big problem i can get ready for it by tmr morning). Not very confident about Econs on Thursday, and don't think i can do a full section (costng 25 marks) for Accounting n Finance on Friday.
The next paper after that (next Wednesday) will be a breeze, hopefully.
Freaking out... totally freaking out. I haven't taken an exam in 3 years, and the last time i took one (my A'levels) i totally flunked it. God...i need a peace of mind. |
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| He gave me an 8.5 out of 10. |
[May. 4th, 2005|10:26 pm] |
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Tell me if you would be happy if your boyfriend rated the sex with had with him a 8.5 out of 10. I personally thought that grade he gave me was rather low, so i told him i didn't know i was that bad.
His reply was, "Then you want me to lie and give you a 10?"
Ouch...
Getting all dumb and all from all the studying. I went crazy just now singing at the top of my voice over the phone to girlfriend (out of tune). My mum got so irritated that she yelled at me from the hall telling me to shut up. Haha! I'm really going mad...
Tomorrow will be another day of studying. I have a morning class till noon, and i'll be in school until late. (school closes at 10 plus) Then most probably, we will be heading down to Hougang for a whole night of studying. There are these study areas under void decks of blocks around 413 and they come equipped with overhead fans. How thoughtful of the government.
My friends are actually there tonight as well, but i won't be able to wake up for my class tomorrow if i joined them. And yes, i really need to attend the class tmr. Econs. Paper next thurs. Cannot fail. |
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[May. 4th, 2005|07:41 pm] |
Your Birthdate: September 26 |
Your birth on the 26th day of the month (8 energy) modifies your life by increasing your capability to function and succeed in the business world.
In this environment you have the skills to work very well with others thanks to the 2 and 6 energies combining in this date.
There is a marked increase in organizational, managerial, and administrative abilities.
You are efficient and handle money very well.
You're ambitious and energetic, while generally remaining cooperative and adaptable.
You are conscientious and not afraid of responsibility.
Generally sociable and diplomatic, you tend to use persuasion rather than force.
You have a wonderful combination of being good at both the broad strokes and the fine detail; good at starting and continuing. This birthday is practical and realistic, often seeking material satisfaction. |
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[May. 4th, 2005|07:08 pm] |
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Well, considering i don't really have time to write anything, and my brain-juice is rather dry from all the studying, which directly affects my creativity, and leads to a load of jibberish instead of saying or writing anything worth listening to or reading, i have turned to these crappy tests which i take so that i can put up my results for all to see.
You Are 55% Normal
(Somewhat Normal)
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While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself |
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| I love Gucci |
[Apr. 29th, 2005|01:59 am] |
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You know why i love Gucci... i'm going to stop short of calling myself good-looking, but this is the reason! A simple pair of glasses can totally change my looks to urm... something much better. Haha! Those aren't mine of course. They belong to a "bung" i got to know from school recently. I don't think i'll ever get used to wearing glasses as an ascessory. (oh yes... i have perfect vision.)
More about the Bung. Her name is Felicia. I could never get over butches with really girly names. She has this other butch friend called Valencia. Goodness.... Anyway, i got to know her, and her pretty friend Sharon about a week ago and they are so fun to be around with. We just bitch about everyone that passes by, and their ability to bitch totally surpasses mine. Haha!
Anyway, this entry is titled "I love Gucci", and i really do! I don't know why, and obviously i can't afford it, but i just love it. Those glasses just make me love the brand even more. Obviously i'm not the only one. Felicia's glasses are degree-less. Itz a fashion ascessory to compliment her cute looks. Apparently they compliment even my plain looks as well. *winks*
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[Apr. 28th, 2005|07:12 pm] |
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Tired....
*blinks to lubricate my dry eyes*
I dun know what i'm writing...
*struggles to keep eyes open*
Losing my concentration...
*yawns*
I think i'm falling asleep...
Decide to take a nap and wake ltr up to study. |
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[Apr. 28th, 2005|10:55 am] |
Your brain: 40% interpersonal, 100% visual, 120% verbal, and 140% mathematical!
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Congratulations on being 400% smart! Actually, on my test, everyone is. The above score breaks down what kind of thinking you most enjoy doing. A score above 100% means you use that kind of thinking more than average, and a score below 100% means you use it less. It says nothing about how good you are at any one, just how interested you are in each, relatively. A substantial difference in scores between two people means, conclusively, that they are different kinds of thinkers.
Matching Summary: Each of us has different tastes. Still, I offer the following advice, which I think is obvious:
- Don't date someone if your interpersonal percentages differ by more than 80%.
- Don't be friends with someone if your verbal percentages differ by more than 100%.
- Don't have sex with someone if their math percentage is over 200%.
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 61% on interpersonal |
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You scored higher than 76% on visual |
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You scored higher than 91% on verbal |
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You scored higher than 82% on mathematical |
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| Breaking the silence |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|01:54 pm] |
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My mood's been swinging like crazy because of all the exam stress. Exams are about two weeks away and i guess i'm not handling that very well. Anyway, i'm sorry about all the drama i've caused the past week or so. Things are back to normal now, and i hope things will remain this way.
Must thank Jon for being with Cris when i upset him. I'm really sorry to put you thru all that.
Weather has been really hot lately. I'm not really an air-con person, but for the past couple of days, i couldn't help but sleep with the air con on. i tried to do without it on Monday, but i woke up drenched and sticky all over. The good thing about the weather is that the sun is GOOD. Took a bit of time off on Monday for a swim and a short tan. I don't think i got tanned though, but i sure did get cruised. Gross...
There was this old ang moh, most prob in his late forties who was eyeing me at the pool the whole time. After he left, there came this macho guy in his late 30s early forties who kept looking at me as well. I'm never used to ppl's stares when i'm swimming and tanning. I don't have a good body and i sure dun think ihave the looks, and it just make me uncomfortable when ppl eye me from top to toe when i'm dressed only in a pair of swimming trunks. It would be nice if those guys could be more discrete when they're imagining me naked, instead of blatantly staring while doing so. Gross.
But then again, if those guys weren't so old, i might be telling a totally different story won't i. =P
I've updated my fridae.com and my sgboy.com profile. Apparently in a fit of anger after a yet another row with Cris, i deleted everything in both sites. Itz a good thing anyway cos those profiles of me were just crying out to be updated. Cris helped, and i think we both did a fairly good job in the description of me. Haha! We came up with the following description of me, the first letters of the words will form my name.
Daft
Attentive
Manipulative
Intelligent
Appealing
Narcissistic
A bit of positive and negative adjatives to even things out and not make me seem too arrogant or too insecure and inferior. And btw, those words really do describe me well.
Oh well... think i need to hit the books again. Wish all those having their exams all the best, including Stanley of course. To those at work, hopefully things are going well, and may they get better.
*sends flying kisses to everyone* |
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| Lovely advertisment |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|01:44 pm] |
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I always went for the tall, dark handsome types...
So who would have though the love of my life would be short and bald.
Having a baby changes everything.
Johnson and Johnson |
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[Apr. 17th, 2005|09:14 pm] |
Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence |
Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.
You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.
You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.
Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds.
You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.
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[Apr. 14th, 2005|09:33 am] |
Cris is sick and i'm bored cos he wants to stay away from me just in case i get the flu from him. Thinking of him is taking my mind off my studies - Which is bad. Even with him around, i can't really set my heart to study, and things are even worse without him. Damn... i never realised i was such a love sick puppy. Gross....
Anyway, i'm glad JV replied to my msg yesterday. Things are ok now... i hope. Read from LJ that things at home are not going very peacefully for him. Guess i can onli wish that school can help take your attention off things. Cheer up darling!
Read the newspaper early this morning. is dedicated to men today. They mentioned this website which sells facial and grooming products for men. www.simplymenz.com Went to take a look and was tempted to get some of the stuff there, but i shall not spend unwisely. I can't afford to anyway. Wonder if i'll get anything eventually, but chances are that i won't bear to part with my money. Haha! But then again... spending on making myself look good is always worth it. Haha!
There's also an article on exercise tips to getting nice firm butts. The personal trainer featured looks cute to you guys should check HIM out. Let's be honest, whenever we see such step-by-step guides to exercise routines, how many of us actually do it. We just ogle at the cute guy (or in this case, that cute ass) featured. Even if we try to do them, we will lose the enthusiasm after a while. Then we'll start to hate the cute ass for making it look so easy. Some people are just born with it... and they go ard motivating ugly people, giving them false hopes of looking good. I'm not falling into that trap this time. (wow... i didn't realise i can get so emotional on the subject of butts... hahaha!)
Just got a mail from Cris asking me if i wanna go for this Action for AIDS premeire of at Cine on 20 Apr. i personally think itz too ex (it cost $25), and i told him that unless the grp decides to go, i dun really want to spend $25 on a movie. At least making it a "grp outing" would make the money seem a bit more well spent. Guys think about it and let Cris know k. For those of you who doesn't know what that show is about, here's the link:
http://www.emanazine.com/blasts/200504summerstorm/ |
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[Apr. 13th, 2005|11:36 am] |
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I'm a Confused Faggot! I have no idea why I did this test or indeed who I am. I quite like standing in playgrounds wearing a trenchcoat with a pocket fully of candy, but I have no idea why. I get strangely aroused at petting zoos. OH GOD WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME WHY AM I NOT LIKE THE OTHERS??? I am probably French. What kind of Faggot are you?
Brought to you by Pushing Through</a> |
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| Getting down with the serious stuff. |
[Apr. 12th, 2005|11:45 am] |
As my boyfriend's exams are drawing to an end (his last paper is on Friday), my examinations draws closer. My first paper is less then a month away in May and i don't really think i'm prepared at all. It's really time i get down to serious revision.
Plan:
1. Not more than 1 hr online everyday from now till 19th May
2. Not to leave the house for more then 2 hrs daily. Just enough to get lunch and dinner.
3. Wasting time on tv is not an option.
4. No more than 30mins on the phone with Cris.
5. No more than 7hrs of sleep every night(basically no more of being a pig)
6. No more procrastination!!!!!
Ok... shall end off here and get back to my books. I'm going into hybernation and i might not be able to meet you guys in a while.
Stan: Stay happy and study hard.
JV: Hope you're enjoying school.
Jon: Hope you're having fun with Faz and hope you'll enjoy sch when it starts.
Weiwei: Cris is going to be the freeiest. You can call him when you're bored.
Shahrin:I dunno what to say to you, so juz stay happy.
Jimmy: Hope you won't be so upset with your work.
Ciao everyone! |
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| My Queen! |
[Apr. 8th, 2005|11:08 am] |
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My Queen... My Idol...My everything....
Hail Stefanie! |
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